Running in Circles

I'm trying to convince Matthew that I should quite my job for the summer. It's not going well... Maybe I can convince someone to sponsor my summer :) it'd only take like $2000... I have so so so much that I need to get done (most importantly find a job) in the next two months and no time to do it. Working is just a waste of time, it's distracting me from reaching my goals, it's not like I make that much money anyway. I do like my job, most of the time. If there were any money to be made there I would stay forever. I feel over qualified most of the time, esp when I get my pay check... But it's challenging sometimes too, because I don't know everything/anything.

I started working there because I thought I loved dogs, but I learned I really just love my dogs, other peoples dogs are annoying (with a few exceptions). And don't even get me started on cats. Here's Freckles and Rascal.


Filling out teaching applications takes FOREVER, at least 2 hours per application, its exhausting. Plus now I need to put together a portfolio for interviews. And I need to study for my test, and I need to finish my online classes.

I spot edged the front yard yesterday. It was getting ridiculous, but it takes about 2 hours to mow, who has time for that? and I'm not quite ready to commit money to a lawn service. I'm sure the neighbors hate us, oh well, we wont live here forever.

I'm off the next two days, not my usual days off so I don't get to see Matthew, but hopefully I can get a lot done.